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No more waiting
You can't count on the past to fade
I stay sedated
Because I'm sick of feeling afraid
No more waiting
You can't count on things to change
It's aggravating
Being stuck here in my own cage
Wasting time feeling sorry
I just want to be alone
And I feel completely worthless
But I have to live with myself
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I Was So, So Wrong
02:07
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We move on from everything we know
And it seems better, but there's nothing to show
For all the mistakes and the misplaced trust I've had
And I'm giving it all away for nothing
Every day seems to grow colder
Because I've changed for the worst
I'm struggling to not feel so empty
But my regrets only seem to grow (seem to grow)
I've given up; solitude is all I know
A bitter-sweet feeling as I bury my friends in the snow
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Nothing's Changed
02:14
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And I never really wanted it to be like this
Wasting days only to realize that nothing's really changed
These days keep on piling up
And I can't see what was important to us all
And if I could change anything, it would be my outlook on my life this fall
And I'm drowning in the notions of who I am
And lately all the things that I can't understand
It's dragging me under
And I'm wearing thin
Another year's gone by and I'm not sure if I can do this again
These days keep on piling up
And I can't see what was important to us all
And if I could change anything, it would be my outlook on my life this fall
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Bitter, Jaded
02:46
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Sometimes all the new things in life
Just feel like a distraction
To keep me from realizing
How bitter it is
To swallow all the things that I miss
One day I'll smash my head into the wall over it
And I won't be coming back because my meaningless existence isn't worth the price of living
And my hands are sore
From beating myself up over this
All the things that I can't ignore
It's innately torturous to me
It's a life filled with anxiety--not even sure how I can breathe
And I know that you probably don't care
That's okay, I'm good at wasting air
So go ahead and fucking stare
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Discord
02:55
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It's not 'til I lie in my bed that I sort through the thoughts I can't seem to make leave
I'm not a vessel of poetry and I don't try to be
But in these moments of emotion I find myself wanting
Some of the things that normal people have
But then I close my eyes and fall asleep
Forgetting about the feelings I had before I drifted off
I feel shut out
From the connections people make with each other
I want to be myself but I still want to feel what others feel
I don't know if I'm strong or I'm weak
But it's in my false clarity that I truly think about it
In the end I'll go to sleep
And it'll all just be another fucking dream
I feel shut out
From the connections people make with each other
I want to be myself but I still want to feel what others feel
As I wake up I'm disgusted with these words
Until I lie in bed again
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